decision

Who would have thought that I would end up in this kind of situation. Hoi polloi never really expected that I can do these things. They are having a hard time to accept the matters that happened in my life. Some were unbelievably angry with the decisions I made. Some threw virulent gossips. Some turned their back. Others felt ruefulness. Some are very disappointed. I think only my foes were so glad about what I have encountered. They are really so thankful that I go down.

Chemistry is a difficult thing to put your finger on… why you are attracted to one person and not another. They say that adventure leads to spicing up a relationship or in my case, creating one where none really existed. I cannot say why, only that is was so. I got a bad case of hot chemistry, faster than you could say “off limits.”

Even though I normally have a pretty fair sense of right and wrong, when my heart becomes engrossed, it is easier to stop stampeding horses than to stop its demanding, galloping forward. I knew it was wrong and still, gave in to its insatiable appetite.

I've learned so much from this experience. Foremost, never ever give up. Accept all the realities and facts of life. Prove to all that you are making your life back on track even if still, they cannot swallow the situation you are in. I can be weak and I can be strong. I can fight and I can also be modest. I will continue to live life and be happy for the small things that I have and do things to improve my way of living.

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