sTarted

I'm this ordinary girl, which happenes to be talkative in the class. I'm still a senior high school that time and I never had a boyfriend before so i'm unexperienced. I'm not so lucky because I belong in a class wherein males are outnumbered by females. There were only seven males and five of them were on the third sex. Wheew!

On the first week of class, I had an unknown textmate. My classmates used to get my phone and they were the one texting my mysterious texter. I'm not enterainig it that much because I'm too afraid of what he looks like.(kinda cheesy, right? Malay ko kasi that time kung ano hitsura non and in fact, hindi ko gusto ang my katextmate.)

Then one day when I was so upset, I've got my phone to text my friends that can somehow ease what I feel. But I almost texted all of them but I've got no reply. And when suddenly, this "textmate" that I used to ignore texted. Hay, lalo talaga akong nabadtrip bakit ba sya pa ang nagtext. But I opted to text back because I have no choice. I told myself, hmmp, pagtitiyagaan ko na lang nga!hehehe. And it started there. I've found out after a text or two na medyo gumaan pakiramdam ko. It's a good thing talaga na may nahihingaan ng sama na loob especially sa isang taong hindi mo pa lubusang kilala. And to cut the story short we became friends. And a few months later, I've noticed that I'm starting to fall from him.(uyyy) He courted me. At first, I tried to show him that I'm an uninterested. When we first met, I just smiled politely, not showing any interest for him as a lover but just as a friend (syempre kailangang magpakipot). No, but I'm just really afraid to be hurt.

Then, everyday he would visit me at my school and would always bring something to eat. My gosh, ang mga bruha kong friends enjoy na enjoy kasi libre na lahat. They are teasing me to answer na daw the guy, para lalong sumarap meriendang dinadala. Then I said, tsehh, kayo na lang sumagot if you like. And then, tawanan sila.

After eleven months of courting, I finally answered him. It was March 21, 2004. At that night, he called me and told me that he was too lucky (chenes). I suddenly felt-- I don't know, kinda happy, jumpy and tingly.

The next day, I was surprised to see him really early. I mean he never goes to school early. And I mean NEVER, when I look at him, he said, I love you some people heard it. At lunch, I ate in the cafeteria when all of a sudden my friends sat next to me asked "kayo na?" and other said, are you two dating? I quickly denied kasi naman alam kong mang-aasar sila kasi nga I told them na hindi ko sasagutin kasi I don't love him. After a week, I have decided to tell my friends about it and yun nga inulan ako ng pang-aasar at panunukso. And after a few days, nagsubside na rin pang-aasae nila. Thank God.

The next few months, I've come to know him better and I was so happy to have him in my life. Now, we are on our sixth year together and we are blessed with a baby girl.